Tuesday, February 1, 2011

No regrets.

$1,109.40 was the price.  When I hit 'confirm payment', my heart skipped a beat. Los Angeles to Auckland, New Zealand.  It was official.  I had to quit my job , leave my apartment, and put my stuff in storage.   I'll be completely honest, I don't really know what I'm doing. I just know that this life I'm leading is unsatisfying.  I had the cozy office job at 20 years old and gave it up to try my chance in Hollywood.  Now 4 years later, I'm making another drastic move.  I'm packing a bag, grabbing a camera, and heading to New Zealand. One month alone. It's scary.  No matter what anyone tells you.  I'm putting my faith in something I know little about. Sure, I've traveled some, but not like this.  I do know one thing: I want to live. I want to live like each day might be my last.  I was to see things and do things people dream of. To do that, I must take a leap of faith.  There is more to life, more to see, more to do.  Is this for me? I dunno. This could be a train wreck, this could be a mistake.  What it won't be is a regret.  

3 comments:

  1. PAUL YOU ROCK MAN! May whatever train wrecks you get yourself into be one hell of an crazy adventure :)
    You're definitely doing this right: LIVING

    - Lauren @ TheMadtoLIVE

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  2. When are you going to talk about water? What are you going to drink, beer?

    Happy to see that you are following your dream. Proud of you cuz, good luck.

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  3. good luck Bro! We're all behind you. Have fun and be safe! See you on the flip side.

    your bro.

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